Dont try & Lie to me

Don't try and lie to me
i know you far too well
i see through you so clearly
so its not like i cant tell

i know your out with her
like I'm not even real
..do you remember me at all?
or the way you said you feel?

I'll take your actions as a NO
because your leaving me alone..
just promise to fed ex back my heart
to where ill crying at home..

cause its getting sort of hard for me
to act like nothings wrong
and at least with a broken heart
i can manage to move along...

so not that you really care
but I'm SO DONE WITH YOU!
so don't call or ask to be my friend
cause its just to much to do

because i feel so strange and hurt
and so tangled up inside
some days I'm happy that your gone
some days all i do is cry

and i hope its not always like this
the hurt and all the hate
i hope someday i find a guy
who treat me good; who treats me great

but i doubt that'll happen
i cant see my hands in front of me
i cant see myself in love
and i cant myself happy

cause i said id love you forever
until the day i die
and no matter what i wish for...
i still meant it ....no lie

(C) becca