Satan Lives in Me

I'm trying to keep my composure,
but i can't because I'm too weak.
I'm rotting like a dead body,
and ill rot til i can't speak.

Over the years i watched things die
from setting foot on Satan's path.
I felt him kill all the good in me,
Inside my veins i felt his wrath.

I felt him gnaw away at my flesh,
rotting my insides to the surface.
He gave to me his name,
and denied me of my purpose.

He told me to hide my pain,
not to let anyone i know see.
Because if they looked into my eyes
they'd see the sickness of him in me.

He put the vicious memories in my head,
he said i had to learn.
That the people i thought loved me
lead me down this path to burn.

No one ever loved me.
He said my eyes were too blind to see.
And every time i didn't realize it
His poison ate a little bit more of the heart in me.

Pretty soon there'll be nothing left
the poisons eating at my core
And ill continue swallowing the reasons
til i can breathe no more.

He told me he's here to choose my future
Since i Fuked up choosing my past.
He told me to look at all the beauty i had left,
and my reflection broke the glass.

He said face it you'll never be beautiful
there's nothing left for you.
People only see your imperfections
they'll never see the love that Ly's in you.

I started picking up the glass
How could my reflection make it fall apart
Each tiny fragment of glass
Represented Satan in my heart.

He told me not to open up to people
not to let my feelings show
Because they'd see my insides rotting
from the things i cant let go.

He put the anger inside of me
led the hatred through my vein.
He'll continue controlling my thoughts
as they eat away my brain.

He said i had to learn
and pain was the only way to see
That I'll continue to rot
Because he'll forever live in me