Most of the time all you feel is pain
Every once in a while you convince your self you are happy
You see life as a play
Ever day you put on a show so people wont know how you feel inside
Sometimes you let the real side come out
And people donâ??t understand
Thats why you hid behind the mask of lies
Thats why you pretend to be happy
You think that you can convince yourself to be happy all the time
But you do not have the energy
You make up excuses to be alone
Cause being with other people will no longer satisfy you
The person you once called a lover
Now seems like going to work just another job you have to take on
You have to pretend you like to be with them and that you are happy
Inside you donâ??t want to let him go cause you think you still love him and you are afraid of being alone
