These words I long to say...

He made my heart shatter
he used me and tossed me out
he gave me false hope of being together
then let me down in doubt

this monster promised me things
that he couldn't do
he made promises he couldn't keep
and was never able to come through

i cried and lied around
for so many months on end
i swore i I'd never love,or go through
all that pain again

then i met this guy one day
he didn't seem like anything special
but he blew me away

he told me of my beauty
that i never could see
he spoke that i was amazing
and saw the grace in me

i couldn't accept his words
they were too good to believe
i didn't want to feel love again
i thought i was being deceived

i ran from every compliment
and hid from every question
but when he kept on chasing me
i began to find it breathtaking

i wrote so many sad poems
about the monsters in my past
but i should've known
that my sorrow wouldn't last

so now i write these words
these words of gratitude
and after all this pain
all that I've been through

i will now write a new chapter
this one will spill out my emotion
it flow as long and beautiful
as the vast oceans

so to my wonderful guy
that went the extra mile
to this extraordinary being
that finally made me smile

i haven't said this in so long
to my lips it tastes so new
i just wanted to say
i am so in love with you