Misfit mannequin

See that girl on the street
what keeps her from dieing
she tried her best
but they say she should keep trying

whom it concerns
if my pain is real
but i knwo the truth
cause its all i feel

it might be nothing
even with these tears
everythin changed
even during chilhood years

i still see you there
looking at me with a perfect grace
i look back, you not noticing
the look upon my face

im just a misfit mannequin
your unable to see
how much i need
just to be free

im here looking at life
through a strangers eyes
keep seeing black clouds
covering my blue skies

im a misfit mannequin
whos life wants to fail
see my reflection
looking so pale

i just want to be free
be my own thing
run around loudy
pick flowers in the spring

build a castle
made out of sand
sit at the beach
while holding your hand

im a girl
alone and scared
only thing i have
is your love unshared

cry out my name
i bet ill hear
come to your rescue
battle your fear

i might be ugly
but i am still real
just cause you dont understand
of the pain i feel

im a misfit mannquin
but i want to be free
im a misfit mannequin
dieing to be me