Staring out the window
so far from home
so much time to think
just want it to all go away
can't get you out of my head
wanna know if it's true you want her to stay
can't keep myself from believing it
i know it's the truth
next time i see you i promise i'll try so hard, i always do
wanted you so long
the one thing i've been fighting for
can't lose you that easy, if i do, what's left to fight for anymore
everything you've ever put me through i always believed was worth it til now
i always thought it would come to something, now i wonder how
i don't wanna be left shattered
i can't let you go
i feel so empty, drained of hope
left me wondering how i'm going to cope
as the windows fog up i still feel empty
can't show weakness in my strategy
never felt this way, i've always run away but i can't let you go
i don't wanna fight anymore
but now i feel this low
i wonder what's left to be fighting for
windows fogged up even more
it's getting dark, music on the radio sets the scene
too real, this time i don't wanna fight
i don't wanna lose you
i can't deal with this pointless pain
blood stained dress i can't throw out
endless tears i cry, now i've lost count
tear soaked pillow i cry on against the window
but you don't know, you can't hear my plea of mercy i scream out every night
now it's completely dark, i wonder if i'll make it to the morning
wondering if i can give up this fight
as i whisper you a silent goodnight
