Cloudy times, they seem to never leave,
But nothing helps me; I don't know how to grieve;
My emotions have been buried since my parents died,
And I have no idea how long it's been since I last cried.
What a better world this would be without emotions,
How much more simple it would be without heart-tied devotions;
An individual could truly be free,
And I could let the real me be me.
Why did I dare let my guard down?
I let my heart soar, fly from the ground;
I fell in love and my safe-kept feelings became gullible instead,
Now I wander the Earth, unable to deal...still in love with the dead.
