Dying in inside myself hiding my eyes
tearful and cold hearted lies
unknowing to what i feel
bleeding only to make sure I'm real
numbness all around my heart
shaken and torn apart
so confused what i did wrong
fallen weakness no longer strong
hopeless in a ring of heartache
pushing back all i tried to take
broken into a thousand useless words of pain
trying but losing all in the same
crushed into speechless thoughts of you
growing feelings they were so true
undecided in how i fell so far
a story written inside every painful scar
with you i lost it all
your eyes shooting through me as i took that fall
and now here i am hurt by all you've ever said
but still your stuck inside my head
don't look and i wont be there
but with all that i have left i still care
even though my heart was screaming no
we both had to let it go
but i felt it when you crushed me down
when i needed you you pushed me in the ground
so now I'm shutting out the best of what i am
this ending so bad is something i still don't understand
