If There Was A Way

The tears that I hide
The feelings that are inside
The pain can't just pass by
I feel that I'm going to die

I break down more day after day
I never have anything to say
I just wished I was away
To be happy I wished there was a way

Each smile is a fake
I don't have any decisions to make
This is just path I will take
I know this is a mistake

I don't know what to do
My feelings never soothe
Sometimes I wished I had someone too
To talk about my problems to

I know I'm not supposed to be here
No one wants me to be near
But I have this fear
If I go someone unknown will shed a tear