I've made it so clear how I feel, just what more can I do?
Every single time I try something pops up anew
My feelings pain me deeply, buried deep in heart and soul
And I truly wonder, can I ever again be whole?
I try so hard to sort myself, come to terms with everything
But everything I tell myself has such a shallow ring
It always seem to be that I must be the one to try
And sometimes it hurts so much, yet mostly I can't cry
Each stupid little thing, hurts just too d*mned much
And I feel that I might die from just one more touch
My feelings are in turmoil, and there's only one constant
And though I try to clear my mind it seems that I just can't
I've got myself into this place; I know it's all my fault
But since I've started falling I just cannot seem to halt
I love you with every bone, each fiber of my being
But sometimes it seems to save myself, I am always fleeing
Fleeing from the truth, the reality of how things are
Struggling not to let my heart suffer one more scar
But from dawns first light to the setting of the sun
You're always on my mind, and have been from day one
How can something oh so right, cause so much pain
Well this is the question, and it's driving me insane
The only happiness I feel is when I'm with you
But this love's one sided, so how can it be true?
