Not So Mine

Your every scar upon my heart,
Every tear upon my soul,
Your every Lie within my eyes,
Every secret that I hold,

I wish we never have met,
Because since then I always knew,
Id love you for forever,
You'd crush me through n through,

The moment I first saw you,
All of time had stopped,
Butterflies in my stomach,
Felt my head had popped,

Your warm blue eyes see through me,
They see right into my thoughts,
They know all my deepest fantasies,
And tie my whole mind to knots,

How could you be leaving,
Now my worlds distraught,
You say you'd come visit,
But I'm thinking maybe not,

My mom talks to your mom,
And told me what she said,
She said you love me deeply,
That almost killed me dead.