Completely Incomplete

** this is really long....sorry! I didn't realize until I was typing it up how long it was...thx for reading it!**

There's never a day when you thought misses my mind
There's never a time I can forget you, I find
You're constantly circling, encased in my brain
Your memory brings happiness, no longer the pain
Your eyes become mine when I shut mine up tight
Your memory takes wings and soars into flight
All the time that we spent, even though it has passed
Left me changed and an impression that'll last
I relax myself and let the memories flood
They constantly run through me, like my heart's blood
Without them, I fear, I would be incomplete
Like a dancer at heart with no shoes on their feet
Even though you moved on, I fear I never can
I'll be stuck in the past with no direction or plan
But somehow, I find, I like it better that way
I know just what'll happen and just what you'll say
Everything plays in my head, like a film on repeat
Each time a different scene, with nothing missing when they meet
It's amazing to me, the exact way I feel
I've never felt this before; it feels so real
My life is full of trials, mostly stupid mistakes
But it has made me stronger, so I give what life takes
I always knew I'd never knew what I had till it was gone
Your love was staring me in the face but I blindly said "So long"
As Journey sang, "We met Destiny and it sealed our fate."
But sometimes I'm afraid that you won't be able to wait
For you I promise, as only I can do
To wait patiently and to stick this through
No matter what life decides to throw my way
There will always be one thing I will say
I love you now, as I always will
You place in my hear, no one can fill
Though some will try and all wil fail
I'm always waiting for you letter in the mail
I figured out why I'm unable to love another
Because I only have half my heart; you have the other
I have been filled with part of your heart
It has always been there, right from the start
Until I realized what I lost, I was always so lonely
Until I knew that in my heart, you were my one and only
There will never be a day when my heart stops loving you
These feelings for you are nothing but true
If I could say it to your face, I'd shout it for the world to hear
And pray to the Gods that someday you will always be near
Even though it still hurts, when you walked away that day
I know we'll make this work somehow, some way
For you, I can't give up on. You're gripping at my soul
And without you, my dear, I could never be whole