Why are you like this??

I met u at chruch and then it went on from there you were my friend i thought that i loved you. u changed your mind you didnt like me you like her my best friend in the whole world. then things changed... u guys broke up and i could see you that u where in pain. so i then i decied to go bowling with you and i fell in love again.But y does it seem that you are afraid of me kno you never call or anything? y?