My trust for you is something youll never get back. wanting you to know i bleed red. not black. you think you know every part of me. that all i feel is what is depressing. im hoping you understand i see good and bad. im almost wishing you were glad. proud of my accomplishments. understanding my dreams. wanting you to understand why i cry and why i scream. i know you feel the pain, i do. i am wishing i were closer to you. i want you to come home with a kiss for me. and a hug good night. if you dont i wont be mad. im used to you not being around dad.
