Can u tell

This poem is published and i won editors choice award in December 2006 on poetry.com

Can u tell when u look at me
my heart is being broke
can u see in my eye
all the word ive never spoke

can u hear my tear drops falling
whenever u see my face
can u feel the pain in my heart
that keeps building every day

can u tell ive loved and lost
and that i have been used
can u see the mistakes ive made
and all the times ive not be true

can u hear me pray at night
or scream when i cry
can u feel it when u talk to me
that ive ask God to let me die

can u feel my breath upon ur neck
when i need a hand to hold
can u hear all my secerts
in which ive never told

can u see my knees get weak
every time i hear his name
can u see that to me
its everything but a game

can u hear his words of sorrow
that i keep boddled with in
can u smell the sient of blood
crawling beneath my skin

can u tell that i give up
on the love thats still unfound
can u tell me why i try
just to be pushed down

can hear me when i ask for help
or fell me take your hand
dont u even know im here
this girl noone understands