Happy Fathers Day?

"Happy Fathers day", Dad
its what you should hear,
sorry i didn't tell you today
but i needed to stay away

today was just another day,
but somehow didn't feel the same
i sat on the couch and cried
and listened to the rain

i wanted to go and see you,
but i was to scared
your so unpredictable
why is it so unfair?

i took the wrong take on life
but also so did you
you and mum brought me here
with out a single fear

i hope you realize now
you both made mistakes
i want to turn to suicide
sick of tears Ive cried

i still say i love you
could you say the same?
you might think I'm stupid
but i know its all a game!