Twisted romance

With all the twisted thoughts in my head i wounder is it true i fall to my knees i take a breath and with a sigh i beg god make it not true.

You say we can see what they cant may this be the end of a twisted romance?But god never gave this one last thought.With one last kiss all is forgotten.

I just turn around and walk away i choke on my tears and realize that all i did was make my fears come to light.I would beg you with my last words just come back lets have one last chance.

You scream no with your wicked laugh you just walk away with your evil glare and say i got my prize.

I feel so used my body feels useless but i could have refused but i was weak.you just left me to sit in the Connor broken and bruised now I 'm all that is used.

I know at one time we were in love but when we danced and said were in love how long did i think this twisted romance would really last?

I should have known i cant be happy I 'm just not god enough to be loved. Not even the man above will give me a chance.I had a dream at one time all it is now is ripped in pieces just don\ 't ask how I 'm to hurt to even say a word.

Not even a 45 will do me any good maybe at one time i could have saved my self but I 'm beyond repair.Now god just looks at my lifeless body will he spare me ?