I love you

Its all so confusing
I just want to withhold
These feelings kept in
The depths of my soul
Im unsure how I feel
And how to convey
Because when I finally do
What will I say?
Ive known him so long
Im scared I will wreck
The bond between us
I choose to protect
Should I just come out
And make him aware
Of my hidden feelings
So he knows they are there?
I have nothing to loose
But nothing is everything
His existence is my strength
With love, you never win!