Crying On The Floor

I know people don't like me
i know that I'm an ass to almost everyone
but it may not seem like it
but i have feelings too
i know the pain and tear
i give to so many people
I'm not all evil and i cant change
i love being mean and hurting people
killing life's and taking fun
but it eats me up inside
it all comes at a price
i feel the pain i give
and the tears from your face
i know it all
i can never sleep at night
knowing that what i do is wrong
making tears and crashing lives
kills me inside i lose feelings
and yet still want to cry
its an awful thing to give this pain
but the people never knew
that i feel the pain
so as I'm on the floor
crying my heart out
don't try and help me there
leave me there to slowly die
it may not seem fare
to the people who don't know me
but i will die and lose all feeling inside
it's almost gone eaten alive
and as i cry i want you to know
that this is what killed me inside
the pain and tear I've seen
and the things I've ended
i have feels too but not for long
so remember as I'm there
on the floor crying my heart out
leave me there to die and
i already know why