Everything I hate

If I reach out my hands
Would you cut my wrists?
or would you hold me firmly
Because I would try to escape you
Cause for everything I\'m sure
You're on the huge side of big
and I'm on the evil side of pure

Alright, OK
here's what I say
You pull from sideways
Up and under
So cover my life with your lies
My spirit will not break
Because i love everything i hate

But on these lonely raging mornings
when my fingers turn into fists
How i hate a day starting out this way
But if i shut my eyes
will you show me the light?

But now that I'm exhausted
I think I'mready to admit
That I have failed on my eexistence With someone I can't resist

So I lay down upon my face
Cause I'm tired of fighting you
These words are black and blue
and my insides are screaming

But I wonder if you've ever seen
life in the eyes
Of someone who has already been
Back and forth and up again
Someone who has already
passed you by

Alright, OK
Here's what I say
You pull from sideways
Up and under
So cover my life with your lies
My spirit will not break
Because I love everything I hate.

©Ch!ld~of~Darkness