Betrayed

The song races through my mind,
The memories and things I've left behind.
Why I treat you that way,
Why I ever made you stay.

The old feelings creep through my skin,
Reasons I feel this way, I will never pin.
I loved who you were,
But yet I'm not too sure.

Just like me, in mind and heart,
Once you left, you took that part.
I've changed so much, its too unreal,
For now my heart cannot feal.

I've brought on myself so much pain,
My life I once loved, feels so plain.
Everything I do, feels so lame,
Every mistake I feel so much shame.

Everything I've ever loved, just slipped away,
Every hope I've ever held, just flies day by day.
People I thought were the right ones to love,
Were the wrong ones I were to put above.

So many regrets in the length of time,
So many lost dreams I were to make mine.
Sadness run quickly through my torn face,
Run, run away to get away from this place.

The pain runs too thick,
The tears come too quick.
They look away as I run through the crowd,
Friends I though I knew laugh so loud.

I wish you were here now,
Helping me now, you'd know how.
But no, I threw that away,
Now through this, I shall stay.

Listen to them laugh in my face,
After all this, get put in my place.
Friends I though I knew,
Never were fully true.