My Life...

I think of my life till now as a long story of sadness,
cuz i\'m 21 already, and i\'ve still accomplished completly nothing. My work sucks, and it will for the rest of my life, cuz instead of learning at school, i did nothing, and now i\'m becoming a truck driver. The worst part is, i think, that every relationship or almost relationship i had with a girl, got ruined cuz i\'m to damn shy. So now i\'m really depressed all the time, cuz i can be friends with the girl i want, but will never have the courage to tell her how i feel. I also never had a real close friend, one that i can share my feelings and problems with, so i keep it all bottled up inside. And everywhere i go, things go wrong, and i always get blamed.
So now i\'m thinking of leaving this all behind, and starting a new life somewhere else,.....or maybe take the easy way out and just end it all forever........

This is my life, this is my depression....

Not really a poem, but i had to get this of my chest...., please comment.