I learned from you

Everything I learned,
I learned from you.
to love and hate,
breaking hearts was something you were good at to.
to smile to breathe,
to scream a name,
to yell,
and to blame.
that fate wasn't necessarily on your side,
that lying is the best way,
just to make it through,
when you know you can't have a better day

I opened up my eyes.

I don't want to remember a thing you taught me.
you were so good at lying to.
in fact, so good at lying,
the word must have been made for you.
you showed me I should hate to love and love to hate,
I never needed you,
but I figured it out a little late.
thanks for showing me love could be lied about,
I thought I had loved to,
but sometimes,
I think I just need myself to hate you.

umm it's gay, but I already wrote it, no use in wasting it.