As i beg for this knife,
to end my painful life...
i\'m thinking of you,
the things we used to do...
the way you used touch me,
the way we used to be...
but now i watch you kiss her,
as if we never were...
remembering it was me you used to kiss,
brings back thoughts of bliss...
but reality soon comes back,
coz descency you lack...
you rub it in my face,
reminding me she took my place...
i try to understand,
as you take her by the hand...
i try to think it through,
as you pull her close to you...
i try to get it staight,
that now i\'m just a mate...
i try to make sense of it all,
as i lay broken from my fall...
but theres something i dont get,
how could you just forget...
the love that we shared,
the way you showed you cared...
then breaking my heart,
and tearing me apart...
are you really trying to hurt me,
or can my eyes not see...
that maybe our love didnt fail,
you were scared ID be the one to bail...
you see my tear stained cheeks,
you havent seen me laugh for weeks...
all of a sudden you find that you still care,
you remember the love, the one we used to share...
you come back from the month you missed,
and find my bleeding wrist...
you kiss away my tears you try to kiss me better,
you take me by the hand, and find my goodbye letter...
for now it is too late,
i lost to my own fate...
i\'m gone for the obvious reason why,
this is it, i\'v given my good bye...
