Caught in the darkness of silence
Breathe eluding insufficient lungs, dying in the dead violence
Scoured are the tears dripping for salvation
Prepared death, willing devastation
Vows prayed to the wrong God of hypocrisy
Dissolved into the muddled conclusions of insincerity
Puzzlement of murder and suicide written in blood
Numbers of crime, rising in the insensitive flood
Dreams diluted in realities uprise in violent tantrums
Chasing behind the tails of forbidden bantams
Lost underneath this liquidated evil that is my motivation
Words jumbled, falling from my mouth of idiotic demonstration
The drug pulsating through my mind of nothing
Filling in the blanks that become my everything
Intoxicated by numbing sense of superiority
I inject the liquid happiness with my willing stupidity
Colours swirling, dazed comparison of light
Stars exploding from the captivating black of night
Fingers, hands, arms, limbs, mutations of humanity, flaying
Vomit rises to my throat, food of hunger ceases in staying
Haunting shadows moving above the sky
With the liquid drug pulsating in my veins, I fell the urge to fly
Feet leaving the ground, soaring high above
Falling off building, felt as if shoved
Gliding in the swarming air, forgetting where I am
Screams of joy echoing in the night until the ultimate slam
Hit the pavement, deafening splatter of essence
Death of drug inflicted person, filled with illegal presence
Carcass of stupidity lying on the pavement of humanity
The lose of happiness, the ultimate superiority
Pulsating cease to move along dead veins
No one screamed, not even the fallen with pains
Joy of death with dissolvent of addiction
Unknown deserting of rehab prescription
By product of reason to jump, to fly
The liquid happiness fueled the will to die
Drugs thrummed through the system of the deceased
Hitting the pavement, then the joy and happiness ceased
Beyond help, splattered across the floor
No longer a drug addict anymore
