I drink myself into darkness every single night
For just one single moment i believe it makes things right
I jump right into that life without a single regret
Because it numbs the pain of you and i and that we ever met
So I down a drink and three more and begin to feel myself sink
and with each glass that follows i slowly cease to think
Of all the pain i feel when I\'m sober and clear
Of all the pain i feel of you no longer being here
A nd my life begins to haze and i begin to feel relief
For i begin to feel myself bury all the grief
You become but a faded memory buried in my mind
And with more drinks you become harder for my memory to find
And the bottom of the bottle greets me close to dawn nd i find my feelings for you buried and my reality torn
So i lay my head down being lost is a comfort i find As i slowly black out Your absent in
my blinded mind
But as i sleep in my dreams you always come to me
And you being there that way seems to set me free
And when i awake and rise from my haunted sleep
I feel so alone and numb and all i can do is weep
For no matter how much i drink and simply try to forget
I really am glad that you and i met
And the pain i feel for my loss wont ever go away
Even if i choose to drink every night and every day.
