Shattered eyes
falling with nothing underneath me.
you said forever
but never happend to me.
cold wrists
bloodshot eyes.
knifes slicing
blood racing down ur wrists.
love songs playing,
a pen and paper you write this,
here i am, again.
heartbroken you said would never be.
but here i am, and hearbroken is all im left with except for this shaking hand.
when heavens doors open up for me ill tell you what they say.
i heard entrance is beautiful you'll find out too someday.
i stop writing..as the pen drops as i do i..
i sit on floor and just cry.
tears fall down my cheeks..blood shot eyes closes..my wrists get weak.
my body cant get up..
my legs are shaking.
here i am..in heavens gates..there letting me in..
i wonder somtimes if its just too late.
