I lost my pride.

by Amberinaa   Sep 4, 2006


Tonight i turned 15 and i lost my pride
I'm bruised everywhere and ripped inside
He stole my virginity and killed my dreams
some people aren't really who they seem

My secret is hidden and locked up tight
sometimes i see his face at night
The way he touched my silky skin
made me tremble deep within

what he wanted was pain to me
why was i stupid why couldn't i see
He stripped me down with a smile
and said it'd be over in awhile

He pushed him self deep inside
the more he pushed the more i cried
i could see his pleasure on his face
i shake my head in disgrace

He tied me down, tightly to the bed
And what he did remains inside my head
my cries and screams were just ignored
Until he finally just got bored.

I woke up lost and felt confused
until i found out i was raped and used.
Tonight i turned 15 and i lost my pride
It was the day my soul had finally died.

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  • 18 years ago

    by amber

    Good poem, thanks for the comment on mine, me and him are fine it's our ten month ann. today and we're ok, anyways i hope this poem isn't true, no one deserves to have such pain, no young woman deserves to have her innocence stolen from her, if this is true i think that you should report it and turn him in, because if not you are always haunted with the thought that he could strike again, you did a good job at expressing your feelings and how you felt but the words were repeated just a lil too much, but other than that this poem was excellent, no meaness (couldnt' think of a better word) intended, you said something to help me on mine, i told you somethin that would help you on yours,
    i gave it a 5
    thanks, hold your head high amber, God will make him pay! i promise
    thanks again
    sincerely
    ~*~Amber~*~

  • 18 years ago

    by Sarah Ann

    Awww, hun my prayers stay with you darling, don't blame yourself for any of it...if this is true. Stay strong, I know the world is such a cruel place, but there are always two sides to a coin. Keep up your great work and thank you for your comment! xxx

  • 18 years ago

    by Deana

    Amber I agree with Raychil report it and most of all DO NOT blame yourself, you did nothing wrong he did.remember rape is a crime of violence not passion you did not lose your pride, he lost his. you are still the same great person ,don`t let him take that from you ,be strong,we`re here for you.

  • 18 years ago

    by Dionne Jones

    What a great poem, I just so hope this never happened to you, take care 5/5 x

  • 18 years ago

    by Raychil

    Beautiful poem Amber...and so tragic...I hope its not true, if it is, you should report it. No one deserves something like this to happen especially someone nice like you. I loved the poem though, very deep and beautiful rhyming. I have you in my prayers.

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