A Pain That Grew From "Perfect"

Can you explain to me Normal
In a way that makes sense
To make this all go away,
To find my ground when life bends?

Can you also tell me how to disappear?
To stop me from becoming a wannabe
Do you think I'm good enough
Or do you disagree?

Do you have an answer to my cries?
Do you know why I scream?
Do you know I wish for my life to be over
And to vanish into my dreams?

You never even knew huh?
How broken I really am
You wish for perfect
And for a life in sparkling glam

But what would you say
If I told you all you've missed?
And would you scream too
If you saw the scars on my wrist?