Nice little note (cutting)

I live a life of pain and sorrow
and i dint want to see tomorrow
i played with my life
now i use a knife
i even wrote a nice little note
just in case i bring the knife to my throat
you pushed me away
now theres nothing you can say
i know i need help
and sometimes i want it
i promise you
theres nothing you can say
not any day
the note was a lie
i don't want to die
i want some help for me
this is my last p l e a

i wrote this over 2 years ago.....
its not that good
but id appicate comments or at least votes

much love....
spitfire