New Beginnings

by A Fallen Angel   Sep 5, 2006


It was but a month ago when my mom told him she wanted him to go
She wanted him to sign the divorce papers and never show
We talked throughout the nights when he was gone
Talked of promises, new beginnings and a brand new dawn

For a few days it was complete bliss
I was happy and nothing did I miss
But then she left me for yet another guy on her list
Believing I was ok and yet I was p.i.s.s.e.d.

Now she has no concerns for my thoughts or feelings
It is her time with me that he is stealing
And yet I cannot put an end to it because she loves him more
So on with the b.i.t.c.h. nevermore my mom but my m.o.t.h.e.r.w.h.o.r.e.

I am through with everyone and their b.u.l.l.s.h.i.t. lies
Because everytime I hear them talk, a little piece of me dies
I am fine on my own and I do not need any aide
Because I can manage hiding behind my facade.

Hiding my sadness and despair is getting easier by the day
Because no one is around me long enough to see my dismay
Everyone has their own lives to lead and I have my own
But sometimes I wish I weren't so d.a.m.n. alone

The knife has become my best friend once more
This time wanting more blood than ever before
But I can at least count on it more than any of my "friends"
Because unlike them, it's love for me never ends.

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  • 17 years ago

    by rhiannon

    Sad but good your emotion is soo strong 5/5

  • 18 years ago

    by Stacey

    Yeah that was really good. i dont really see why the swear words need d.o.t.t.i.n.g though... you can still tell what they say.. i reckon you should just leave them as they are.

    thos poems got a really good ending.. it actually disturbed me.. but like in a good way. if you understand? :P

    well keep writing, i like your style.

  • 18 years ago

    by twisted reality

    Wow. This was absolutely terrific. I loved it. I liked how you expressed yourself from your point of view, exactly, and that your mom loved him more than you. I hope it's not true. And if it is, you're not the only one who feels this way. =(

    The flow was great, and the anger was...well...angry lol. Great job. I liked the last stanza the best though and how you said the razer was your best friend. Great piece. =) 5/5 xoxo

    Samantha

  • 18 years ago

    by Mama

    You express your feelings exceptionally well throughout this. Lots of anger and hurt. I've written 2 about depression and cutting, from a Moms point of view. I'd appreciate you letting me know what you think. Please ang in there...your life has meaning and purpose, regardless of what's going on around you : )

  • 18 years ago

    by Mark Harris

    That's awesome. I recon swearing a lil helps you push more anger and feeling into it. Well done! :D

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