I never thought
It would come to an end
I would foolishly
eliminate all my friends
I pushed you all away
It was a test
to see if you would fight
or leave like the rest
but i was right all along
you left me alone
i stand here empty
with silence from my phone
words cant describe
how hollow i am inside
i shoulda been more humble
i shoulda swallowed my pride
but i did it
because i knew you cared
i didnt wanna be hurt
i was so scared
this is for you five
who kept me alive
now that you're gone
i am prepared for the dive
with only negative thoughts
embracing my mind
i get ready to jump off
and leave you all behind......
I'm sorry.
