I try hard
trying not to do it
but you dont see
what you are doing to me
every time you say that shit to your mates
about everything we got up to last night
that is when i start to cry
you told me you wouldnt tell
especially the secrets you held
i trusted you
i thought i could
i guess that was another mistake
it seems my whole life uis one
now the school knows
i cant go on
i hope you realize
it was you who caused this
you probably wont
knowing you
it will be another thing to joke about
\'that freak who use to go to our school\'
\'suz... soph... ohh.. umm... steph?\'
\'yea that one, heard the freak couldnt take it any more. topped herself\'
yea that is what you\'ll say
the bit you wont tell them is that you were the one that made me
i had a perfect life,
till you came along
now its just one big mess,
another story
im just anothger on the list of teenage freaks
not perfect enough for this world
thats why im leaving
ill take your secrets with me to the grave
im not a lyer like you were
i promised and its not much longer now
as i say my final words
\"i loved you, all i wanted was some love in return\"