Beautiful uglyness

You say im so beautiful,
you say i always will be,
only i know the truth,
i heard them talking,
they all think im ugly,
and i believe them,
thats why im leaving for a while,
when i return you wont notice me,
im changing everything,
even my name,
maybe one day ill meet you again,
dont think its your fault,
its not,
its just that you are so perfect,
i dont want to be the ugly freak you once dated,
so until we meet again,
i love you,
always have and always will