Someday I Won't

Before him I never knew love
Before him a piece of me was missing
Before him I was an empty hole
Before him I was always lonely
Before him I had almost given up hope
But,
Then came the day we split apart
Then came the pain and fights
Then we were still spending the night
Then I began to wonder why he wont commit to me
Then I realized the choice I had to make
But,
Right now he is still the love of my life
Right now he is all I need
Right now he is all I see
Right now I want no one else
Right now I dream of him
Right now he cant be replaced
Right now I dont care what others say
Right now I need him to hold
Right now he is my only thought
Right now without him I cant sleep
But,
Someday he will love me
Someday he will want me back
Someday he will wish hed seen it before
Someday he will realize the mistake he made
Someday he will regret treating me this way
Someday he will find that no one is better
Someday he will quit listening to his friends
Someday he will want to hold me close
Someday he will think of me
Someday he will not be able to sleep
But,
I wont love him anymore
I wont even want him back
I wont see what I saw before
I wont forget all the pain
I wont forgive him for being this way
I wont settle for less than everything
I wont consider accepting his apology
I wont long for him to touch me
I wont let him consume my thoughts
I wont lie awake at night

Before him I felt alone
With him I found what love really is
Then he decided I wasnt the one
Right now I am still in love
Someday he will realize his loss
But,
I wont be waiting, this bridge I will cross.