8-27-2006

My eyes are puffy and red,
warm clear liquid spilling down my cheek,
unable to control this emotion,
to everyone I'm unable to speak,

Pain in my face and eyes,
wrong has been done to my heart,
left with so much feeling,
regretting this love from the start,

The wishing, hoping, and praying,
I wasn't trying to see,
that maybe God was telling me,
a me and you wasn't meant to be,

I saw so many signs,
ignoring them one by one as they came,
and ex who kept getting in the way,
and a face of a female "wifey" as her name,

So many tried to warn me,
some told me I should go for it,
if I knew this would be the outcome,
I never would of done this,

Yet I'm still proud of myself,
even with all the pain,
because in the end I don't have you,
but a brand new confidence is what I gained!