Suicide, I miss you

Can you taste my pain?
Can you feel the rain
Cloud
Falling down
Upon my broken heart
Your words tear me apart
And you don't know
Cause you don't see
Don't believe
that I could love you so much
That I need your touch
And all you do is push
But all you do is hurt
And I'm starting to lose it
And I'm starting to slip
Starting to want to end all of this
The tears are like acid
And you only bring the toxins closer
Remember when you were sober?
When you looked into my soul
And saw your own
I miss the way it was
And I miss you
And when I'm gone
I hope you'll miss me too