In My Dreams

When will it really be over?
To say goodbye for good
No more "call me sometime"
I wish so bad I could

But I am addicted to you
Cant seem to let you go
I try so hard to say goodbye
But I still just cant say no

Ill spend a day with you
To leave dreaming of the next
Thinking of ways to make you want me
Its like my own little contest

I want so bad to please you
So no other can compare
I want to be whats on your mind
I really want you to care

I wish I could be your everything
The only one you need
Am I wasting my time and energy?
On something that just wont ever be

I cant tell whether Im right or wrong
Theres no way for me to know
Your true feelings and emotions
Is something you never show

So I surrender to this vicious cycle
Continue where I left
Never really speak to you
Its a lonely life I live

But I still have my imagination
See your face when I close my eyes
I can have you in my dreams
If never in reality

When I go to sleep at night
Is my favorite time of day
I get to lay and dream of you
Everything goes my way

So until that day will come
When youre not on my mind
Ill sleep a million years away
For in my dreams youre by my side.