You Wonder Why??

You wonder why?
Were it all went so wrong.
All you can say is why?
And i all i can say is this.

You wonder why i did it?
Put a knife to my wrist and slit it
Your put downs
"your a loser, your so poor,"
That's what equals to all my frowns.
I cant handle it anymore.

What else am I supposed to do.
I have no-one that i can turn to.
You took away all my friends
You blame them.
You hate them.
But there the only good thing that i have left.

Don't you get it?
Its not them its me.
Don't worry when it all over and done with,you'll regret it.
What the hell cant u see??

Its me
GOD - DAMN IT!!!!!!!!
Its me!!!
I did it
Me!!!

When i took those two pills..
all i wanted to do was die.
so i took five more pills.
coz by then i really did want to die.

You wonder why??
i bet you couldn't even look me in the eye.

What do u feel when u look in the mirror
i feel like someone is looking back at me.
but i don't no who, its like a nightmare.
that wont end just full of hurt and horror
but all i know is that its not me.
its just all a big glare.

Don't ask anymore why i did it.
Just ask yourself why you made me do it.