I wish you knew how i felt...

I lie in bed awake at night,
Clutching my pillow oh so tight,
Thinking of you all night long,
Wondering if I have done something wrong,
But I can't do that anymore,
If you keep lieing, i'll walk out that door,
You said you had to leave,
Which crushed me deep inside,
All i want to do is run far away and hide,
We spent the day together and i enjoyed it,
And now that you're gone i miss you a bit
No, i can't keep lieing to myself,
I miss you more than words can say,
I think about you everyday,
Wishing we were together again,
Even though I know we'll only ever be friends.