I know

I'm tired of the world and of time
I get what i want,
the world is mine.
Ive done every harm and wound
I never heal.

I'm in my heart alone,
just reminiscing, here.

Ive learned that only long sleeves cover the slashes across my arms.

Ive seen every picture
and practiced every ritual.

Ive seen army's fall
and people stopped by this imaginary wall

Ive listened to all the whines
Ive met men who are gentle and kind.

I refuse to fight anyones fears,
or to dry anymore tears.

So many things i have to face,
so many memories i want to erase.
There is no other course
Ive seen too many corpse.

See Ive experienced all the pain.
I can in this world there is nothing to gain.
Ive tried every drug down to meth.............
Now all I am waiting for is sweet, sweet death.