YOU LEFT ME TO REMAIN..WITH ALL UR EXSCUISES FOR EVERYTHING
its been so long, but i still cant forget you name. i\'m tierd of loosing sleep because i\'m up all night thinking. sometimes i think this cant be happening. they say you heal with time, i wish it was that easy, the truth is i tried convincing myself that \"IT DOESNT MATTER ANYMORE\" but it seems that my heart has doubts. the hardest thing was seeing you && not being able to look at you because rite then && their i wanted to die, it took all the strenth in me to just walk by. i guess its hust hard watching someone you love walk away, when you thought it was worth the try. its hard to say goodbye to something that still lives in ur head, when memories are all you can think of its hard to let go. its been to long && honistly it shouldnt be this hard, i should beable to let go without a problem, this has happend before and i could do it, i just dont understand why this time is so different. i miss you in so many ways if only you could no, but you wont cuz i will never tell you. if you loved me you would find a way to fit me in ur life, but weather i like it or not it seems you didnt even try, but its okay we give up for a reason, we let go when its not needed && we fight when theirs nothing left to fight for.
