My Heart Desires

My heart has already chosen my fate,
I have feelings and problems no one can relate,
Right now I'm just feeling so much regret and hate,
I'm so confused I don't know what to do,
Not knowing the difference between lie and true,

I just want to vanish into thin air,
Just because life seems so unfair,
My life just seems like a big dare,
And I'm losing the bet,
One's once red heart is going into debt,

My hearts slowly starting to pass away,
Because I want this girl more and more everyday,
And if I don't get to be with her there dead my heart will lay,
We love each other so much my heart begins to decay,
I've liked this girl ever since 2006 in may,

Its been said that we love each other so much,
That for her I'm willing to take Death's cold touch...