The beauty of letting go...

I met this guy at the end of my 8th grade year.
when i saw his face, heard his voice,
I was completely swept away.
We dated for 5 months,
which by the way were the best 5 months of my life.
Constantly i would think of him,
never did he leave my mind.
i knew then and there, that i was in love...

As the school year came,
All hell broke loose.
We fought all the time,
Broke up a lot,
Still, I never stop loving him...

We took a good 4 month break,
A break from talking, a break from everything...
January finally came along, adn we talked more.
we hung out at each other\'s houses.
I\'ve hurt him so much,
As well as him hurting me...

It was great while it lasted.
Summer came, and we broke up again.
As of now, we\'re no longer speaking.
His love for me,
Has disappeared into thin air.
I just wish i could get the chance to talk to him.
I would say,
\"I\'m sorry for all the hurt i put you through.
Forever you will be in my heart.
I know we\'re not talking anymore,
And i realize that its because of my mistake.
Now i know what love is really like...
You\'re at your happiest moments,
But as it fades, you cry and cry.
You deserve someone who wont hurt you,
Someone NOT like me.
My love for you is stored away in a box full of our memories.
The good ones, along with the bad.
I know now it is the time to move on.
As hard as it will be, I know it has to be done.\"

It\'s time for me to let him fly.
Time for me to let him go.
The story of our love will never die.
Pictures will be my memories.
This is the beauty,
Of letting go...

**i know this isnt really a poem, but its my inner thoughts about how i\'ve been feeling lately, knowing i have to let matt go...**