I thought you cared about me? You said you did.
I thought you loved me? How could you lie?
We seemed so happy together what went wrong?
What did I do to you to deserve this treatment?
The scars you have caused, never seem to disappear.
The memories I have of us, seem to cause me fear.
I'm missing you like no-one ever before.
Why am I hurting? Why am I so sore?
I thought I could be OK..I thought I could get through this,
I guess I'm just living in the remembered bliss.
I want to be with you, to hold me near.
Being with out you is what I fear.
My heart is beating, only for you
Memories will remain always to be true.
Crying all alone
in my home
My eyes full of tears
and sobbing that no one hears
The pain I feel inside
is what I hide.
It hurts inside to know you lied
All the stuff I suffered inside
Every night before I went to bed
All those thoughts of you stuck in my head
Every night I cry.
Sometimes I feel I'm breaking
Sometimes I'm not sure I'm whole
Sometimes I realize I'm cold
But who's gonna warm me now
'm too broken to be fixed
Stay positive and smile are words I am told
a command of sorts, stated bold
Look on the bright side, don't be sad
there is so much laughter to be had
and i think that is just what ill do.
