No Purpose

Today has been another day gone by, as time diminishes into space.

I feel so alone in this world anymore and roughly out of place.

I feel i don't belong and regret to being born.

Ever since this life began I'm faced with hate and scorn.

Sworn to live day by day under fallen tears and pain.

Not knowing whether to live or die I leave myself insane.

Madness has overdriven me and the voices they tare my soul.

Revealing so much emptiness inside this eternal hole.

The blood within me boils and destroys my every thought.

I'm beginning to lose my mind and everything Ive got.

I'm beginning to realize though that death should be my choice.

Finally a way out of this hell today I rejoice.

Yet still the tears they fall with sorrow and silent pain.

Picking up the knife I hold it with fear and strain, violently shaking I slice these empty veins.

As the blood hits the floor I drop to my knees and crouch with guilt and fear.

I know this world be better off if I were not ever here.

No goodbyes and no soft cries to whisper for my grave.

Knowing my worthlessness is the shit they always crave.