He Was My Only One!

Can't breath
Can't think
Can't move
Can't cry

It just feels so surreal
I can't believe it's happened
He's gone
Never coming back

Always where you wouldn't look
Is where you find the worst of pain
He was my world
My everything

And since he left this world
I feel I've left it too
No longer do I hang with friends
No longer do I smile and laugh

I sit on my own
Just here, in my room
I think about him all the time
I just can't fake another smile

At work I may seem happy
But I got all A's in drama
I know how to fake a laugh
And I know how to put on a smile

I loved him more than anything
And I know he loved me too
Just trying not to think about it
God!! What did you do???

I was the one standing there when he crashed!
I was the one on the side of the road!
I was the one telling him to look out
I was the one that watched my boyfriend suffer!

I need to get away
I need to leave this place
I need to make a new start
Before I make my end

The pain is so intense
Its crushing me inside to out
I can't get rid of the image
Of Luke lying on the dirt

I love you Luke
I really do
But I don't know what to do
Please, help me one more time!

(C) Lucy Green