Behind this smile

Behind my smile does show a past,
a past that will make this hurt last.
behind my smile is a past no-one knows,
i try my best to not let it show.
i wake up with only one aim,
get through today,
its like a game,
am i going insane??
i think about how i will handle tomorrow,
or will this be everlasting sorrow??.
behind these eyes,
shows the deciet and lies,
behind these eyes,
is where a secret lies.
i wonder if anyone will find out,
fine out what this smile is really about.
behind my eyes, behind my smile,
is a past and secret noone knows
i try hard not to let it show.
i run and run, running from these lies,
i try to forget what is hidden behind these eyes.
i run and run, im running a mile,
trying to forget what is beneath this smile...