So many secrets

So many secrets, So many lies
To many tears fall from these eyes
What happened to love shared by a friend
I think you're the reason my life has to end

Of everything you say i cant help but think the worst
You have hurt me before, this isn't a first
I read all of those messages, passed on your phone
leaving me on the sidelines sitting all alone

I bet you didn't know that you make me cry
When ever i ask a question, its not like you to reply
Ive seen you mouthing messages and trying to mime
And I'm hoping that my heart might mend in time

You say you're sorry but now i have learnt
last time you said that you truly weren't
You've done it before and you'll do it again
now i sit here sucking my pen

I don't know how to tell you
That from the second i met you i knew
with you i should have never hung around
And now i am deathward bound

The others warned me of all your lies
Come to think of it now, they were quite wise
Here i sit and i reminisce
I don't think i can handle this