Y is this hurt deep w/ in me,
i wish so bad to let it free,
he\'ll never understand the agony i face,
neither will he see it,
his heart an empty space,
all the long nights i stayed up imagining him & i,
& all the thoughts i think about,
all that he lied,
the empty nites filled w/ empty tears,
u always seem to let out my fears,
i face eachday w/ a memorie of u,
we have so many memories,
yet i only remember a few,
like the nite we met & what u were wearing,
all that u said cuz i have good hearing,
the first time u and i kissed,
that nite sent me into bliss,
the first time we became so close,
just seeing u i miss most,
ur smile that i loved 2 c,
has got me mezmorized,
it blinds me,
the way u walk,
the way u talk,
has somehow got my heart on lock,
but u dnt even see,
how this is destroyin me..
